Honestly, can I just do something RIGHT for once?

people who are genuinely sweet and caring.
omg, i love you guys.

turning my frowns.. upside down! lol

goodnight! gotta wake up at 6 am for Powderpuff Practice tomorrow. :/

You used to want to talk to me every day…what happened? :/

Maybe I’m just too boring now.. Or maybe you have better things to do than to talk to me. I guess I should understand, right? I just miss you a lot though.

I need to learn how to let go of the past and realize that people come and go in life. I need to be strong and not annoy you. Okay, that’s my goal.

Of dying alone. That one day, I’ll pass out on the ground in my home or something and no one will be there to call for help.. Or even know that I need help.

And what if no one cares about me enough to periodically check up on me and I’m left laying there on the ground for like 10 years?

Dang, depressing.. And gross. :o

i’m SO frustrated. you think that i’m trying to “mess up my life”?
okay, i turned in ONE assignment late. just because i was on a field trip! so i’m
e x c u s e d from turning it in late!
how has badminton been distracting me?! sure, i spend a little more time at school now. but it’s over. stop complaining. and plus, i’m freaking team captain. i can’t just quit because you are being stubborn. i hate this. i hate how you freak out over every little thing that happens. a few “bad” grades are NOT going to kill me.
why do you insist that i have to be perfect? i’m not. so stop expecting me to be.
stop comparing me to my little sister. nobody’s perfect, and if you ask me, she’s nowhere close to it, either. stop picking favorites. thanks.

i hate despise you. i know i’m not supposed to, but i just can’t help it.

junioritis.. yeah. and with the ACT’s coming up, my parents are on my back more than usual. i need to get this over with and pass this stupid thing with flying colors or else imma die.

that is all.

i need to get back to my AP Lit and Spanish 3 projects… bye